I don’t know how I am feeling…it is such a difficult decision! I think he loves me, and I love him! Why is this so hard?
We have spent a great time in the valley of the Ebro. This place is amazing... I had never seen a similar landscape. I love the white hills and the sunny days. But happy moments have disappeared, these moments were like a dream, it was an unforgettable adventure.
Now, I am awake. I am writing and trying to think what to do. He says I have to be sure, but I don’t really know what the right decision is. I feel whatever I do, I will regret... But I won’t be alone, he will be with me, he will take care of me. He won’t leave me. He wants me to do what feels better...how can I know what it is? I know what he wants, but maybe I don’t want the same...It has to be my decision.
Dear diary, I hope to tell you good news next time. I hope everything is all right.
